Bonne annee 2009!

Bonne annee 2009 tout le monde!

Tout les milleur voeux!

Pour le Noel, J'ai visite a Xian dans le nord de Chine. C'etait froid -5'C !

Ma vie est d'accord. Pas le meilleur mais c'est bon pour le moment. J'aime et J'espere il serai meilleur plus bientot. Pour l'argent et pour la beate et pour l'amour.

25th Jessie!

Facebook effect
- Guess it was facebook that i became lazy - not writing my blog anymore - blame it!

September - October I had a great time in France. Been looking forward to it for a yr! he beautiful beach cities we've hit along the road trip are all adorabe, chilly weather, warm sunshine and great great food are the best combinations for a real vacance. It's a great addtion to our footprints to the 12 cities in France and Spain. Life is easy at that point of time - all one needs is enjoyment. it was awesome!

 Spent also one week in Paris, re-visit the famous landmarks carefreely. Got a whole week's daytime by myself so I really took the slow pace appreciating the lovely architecture around.Every breath is frenchie. Everyone speaking french, eating french, drinking french. I loved the dinner a Champs-elysses - not because of the fame nor the price, but because of the laughters we had playing georgraphy game, which all the elegant crowd around us ENJOYed with us instead of looking us funny. Love to have good influence to others and bring others to the fun world!

 October - back to reality - Dark ages for my $ and the terrible work and stress. Go away pls!

November - my all time favorite - my 25th bday has passed one full week! On halloween night i dined with my family for that - and early Nov 1 morning flew to singapore for the bday celebration short trip. The not-so-fun city has a night safari n not really anythin else - ye i dun mind - Nov 3 flew back and I was all tired but glad that I had a celebration trip for the first time!

Looking back my bday celebrations - i remembered i got 3-5 celebrations ( large-scale) back 3 years ago , every year got less and less and quieter and quieter. less crowd. This year - no crowd. I am still contented.

Politics - happening a lot out there!
Reflections - are past behaviors NOT an indication of future behaviors? cuz people change? its really hard to answer that question.
Most (behaviors) of me dont change , and yet there are some that I already changed. As your heart got shattered in each/some relationships, u'll be more and more selective and critical - on the other hand, you'll be thankful for what you've got in your new partner and treasure his exceptional qualities that you never found in any in the past.
I'm amazed how diverse and complex human beings are - I love complexitiy and challenge.I love simple and easy people too. If i can have a combination of that - it'd be the sweetest day of my life. 

Aout et Sept.

Perhaps i wonder, wo would actually visit my page anya - facebook is so popular that updatin everybosy's status is so easy.

Ce soir, j'ai ce idee to write again.

Dans deux semaines je vais en france our trois semaines. I' very looking forward to it, from my last entry I have been expectin for sooooooooo long already. Hope it'd be good. My anxiety is pumping up like realy high pressure. I know me, i usually have such anxiety before my birthday, before big event. But why would I get anxious about ' just another trip" ? im the type of frequent traveller that I travel like daily encounters with no much big excitement. yet this time, its different - my anxiety suggets that I put a beaucoup de expectationsssssssss. ermerm..Je ne sais pas si ce bien ou ce pas bien.

Last Sunday I had a very lovely lunch with my girl friends to celebrate two's bday. I love the place. it's like we were on a holiday together in greece or bali. A great past time! lots of laughters. Food was great, bill was 'great' and my gifts for them are 'great'! they simply love them!

  Flo's 26th anniversaire arrived, i celebrated with him in Venetian. His first time to macau, i bought him a Emp.armani watch as present, nice dinner nice wine nice dress. J'espere que il l'aime. Fisherman Wharf is quite new. Yet nth compared to those ones i've been in San Francisco or Europe.

Job is tough - i get real serious at work dealing with some serious issue due to the economy downturn. Good time to experience the real world and the so many risks associated with running a business. This is how i can take it in a positive way. C'est la vie.  

JULYYYYY

Laptop is down no CAPEX to get a new one yet. So no blogging for long.

Can’t really remember what I have done these few weeks. Every day keeps on Gym Gym Gym working out as much as before. Weight stabilized without going down – well, what can I say, out of my control. I did get so much stress away from my mind though the work-outs. This is why I am addicted to it.

Speaking of addiction, it’s really unhealthy. I mean it , cuz it gives me a feeling of insecurity – what would happen if the object is gone? Horrible. J’ai besoin essayer to stay cool with certain things – keep everything at an optimal level to avoid reaching that stage.

I am also addicted to carrot juice for some reason

Last weekend went to two theme parks, window of the world and also Disneyland. My sister kinda forced everybody to go on Sunday just for a family picture. If our family is ever gonna break up soon this would be a good ‘memory’. How hard is everyone trying to keep us together? I’m alrite either way – I know what to count on.

My life can be as plain as now if I do not make any swirls myself. Work can be super stable and ‘every day-the-same-thing’ – an individual like me who gets bored easily will be so dead looking forward to NO PLANS. I need to have plans ahead to keep my going forward. 1. Meeting Mr. Right; 2. Marriage; 3. Finances; 4. Great job; 5. International Opportunity; 6 Move away from Hong Kong; 7. Travel as much as before 8: Sexy beach body; 9. Learn French ; 10. Learn Spanish. Pretty much summed up my goals.

In the coming September, J’espere que je peux aller en France. Les billettes son tres cher. Honestly with my current situation I should go nowhere – hahaaa but if life isn’t happy why living anyway – gogogogogogogogo france et spain!! viva en espana – alcazar y alcante!

I am wondering these days, is it same for everyone that they have a fear of losing things/ people? I have that fear every day, I’ve already lost a lot of things, but I am still anxious about losing further. I experienced pain, but I still fear that I will experience more pain again. Pain and fear isn’t sth that you’ll get immune or numb to. Psychologically, a person will draw him/herself to whatever he/she is thinking about whole day. To avoid that I really need to put that off my mind. If I think of a rainbow road (MARIO CART) then I will be happily singing on the rainbow. Gotta remind myself !!!

Love Mario cart’s TOAD. so cute! I shall play wii MARIO CART & MARIO PARTY ce weekend!! Chill time!

Clutter - "endowment effect"

Ce soir reading Economist. Yep, cant sleep so I'm doing intellectual thing

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AN OBJECT is worth more to you if you already own it. Researchers found that some Cornell students who would choose a chocolate bar over a coffee mug start to prefer the mug once they have been given one. This “endowment effect” has been spotted with all sorts of things, from basketball tickets to shares and petrol vouchers. The question that has puzzled economists is just why a supposedly clever species like Homo sapiens should fall prey to something so irrational.

Now scientists may have provided an answer. The endowment effect has been seen in brain-imaging studies in people and in chimps, which suggests it is an evolutionary adaptation. Trade was risky when there were no contracts, law or language. The bird in the hand was worth even more when bushes were dangerous.

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So this suggests that humans have been hardwired to cling on to their possessions since the very beginning. We just want what we already had, e.g. if you gimme a choice of my lost huge money or a rich bf who's gonna pay my debt, i prefer the former.

How can the world keep so many things to themselves - where comes the space?

For modern life , the high cost of housing argues against clutter. Thats why I cant /havent done shoppin for long cuz I dun have the luxurious CARRIE's huge closet from MrBig! Yet where nature creates a problem, the market provides a solution. The personal-organisation industry can be to clutter. The clutter industry feeds the addiction. Self-storage has been the fastest-growing part of America's commercial-property business in the past 30 years.